How a Married Mom Found Freedom From PornLust. Sex. Porn. If those words made you squirm, you may not want to read ahead. Likewise, if you’re of the prudish variety, because here I openly, albeit reluctantly, share with you my experience of, and thoughts on, pornography. Reluctant because people can be jerks. Some people refuse to see the transformational work of Jesus in the lives of others, and sadly these are often the same people who preach it. Reluctant because I have children who need not be shamed or shunned on my behalf. And reluctant, well, because I’m a woman, and women don’t struggle with porn….right? The Internet was not an accessible thing when I was a teenager. It hadn’t yet infiltrated every aspect of our daily lives. More